Nemine Contradicente

OUTINGS ARE DAMN NICE!

2008-06-12T06:32:00.000-07:00

YEAH i went out for the whole day today! it's really fun to get a breath of fresh air outside and enjoy youth! (sound cheesey)

JM proposed the family outing today and somehow managed to get 4 of us out. so sad HM is not able to come out, her mum is really scary on the phone. Anw it's the first time i meet my fam members! actually i met JM 1st during exchange prog and somehow he become my xiao di. one fine day he suddenly told me that i got another xiao mei, followed by another xiao mei, followed by yet another xiao mei and lastly a xiao di. (JM is very pro with girls huh?) sounds confusing? yes i'm confused too. ><

CINDY is such a sweet xiao mei! and so sotong as well! she is the blurrest person i've ever met! after reaching PS she suddenly grabbed me and asked: "we reach already arh?" (with this really fascinated look on her face) SO KAWAII! haha.

as for JM, oh wells, the same old JM with the same lousy attitude and same "jian" mouth. HAHA but besides that it's really nice of him to organise this outing:) good job xiao di!

(paiseh hor i kicked you so many times! got bruise or not? need plaster? ><

BENLUM! er.....erm....arh... much better than JM:) hehe

we watched kungfu panda together and the movie is outrageously funny and amusing! i'm like laughing all the way through movie! we are seriously loud when we tried to "whisper" to each other so we ended up laughing about one another.

after the family outing i went straight to bg to "help" with huixun. As usual, we slacked! actually they had finished discussing the write ups before i reached there. (too bad loh) we ended up chatting and gossiping about various random stuff and ate dinner together.

Here are some interesting conclusions i have drawn:

1) huiying has an EXTREMELY LOW laughing point (similar to boiling point) you just tell her something considered funny and she will generate a high pitch laughter which will rock the bg building.

2) xiao ya is the gossip queen! she's got her undercover to dig up the dirty secrets!

3) xue ying is now the official da ma of tianying!!! (flowers and poppers!!!~~)

4) hao nan is a super sweet guy! tian ying's new hao nan ren!

5) MR K..... i hate to say this but he really attracts a lot of innocent girls sigh.....

ok done!

BLoated~

2008-06-10T07:53:00.000-07:00

just came back from DINNER, feeling extremely bloated and guilty of my gluttony. (I'm suppose to be slimming down)

we ate at JU SHIN JUNG Korean BBQ restaurant @ east coast. it's one of my favourite restaurant! not only because it serves the best Korean BBQ (in my opinion) but also because it's super original! since we haven't been visiting there for a long time, we ordered tons of food. Let's see, we ordered 3 meat BBQ dishes, a seafood pancake (those huge Korean pancakes), fried dong fei, ginseng chicken soup. it may not sound very much but they all come in enormous portions. It's not my fault for eating they up, they are tempting me!

and so i ate non stop.... currently I'm so darn sleepy and yet feeling too bloated to sleep. it's torturous!

most probably i will gain 2 kg overnight and had to "starve" myself tomorrow to loss it. no wonder my mum say i can never go on a diet, i can never resist food.

anw i executed the 3 S (stone slack sleep) perfectly today. the holiday mood finally set in and it's making my brain switching to entertainment channel. THAT is definitely not acceptable! Ought to hypnotise myself to study, i'm seriously lagging behind! (STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY~~~)

OK DONE:)

DREAM CONCERT ZOMG!!

2008-06-07T23:33:00.000-07:00

I'm currently in a dazed and fainting mode.... dongbang boys made me loss too much blood....

omo~~~~their perf at the dream concert is simply fantastic,admirable, amazing, astonishing, astounding, enjoyable, excellent, extraordinary, fabulous, fantastic, grand, incredible, ineffable, lovely, magnificent, marvelous, miraculous, phenomenal, prodigious, sensational, strange, stupendous, super, superb, surprising, terrific, wondrous!!

they sang PPL live and you can really see how they singing skills are improving... i was totally mesmerised by their charisma and i got nose bleed over their charm. it's like they are seducing people without any effort what so ever!!! They are like those super power electro magnets with super power attraction forces and i'm so powerless against that!!! (花痴ing)

although they lip sync rising sun, but the dance totally made up for that！how dare someone say yunho should just be a dance teacher！？ HE IS THE NO. DANCER IN KOREAN. please get that msg through your head!

then is the tonight song...在中的彩虹音再次出现！在在我是你的音饭！所有人的高音都超级惊人的，而且配合得恰到好处，赞！

而且宝贝们都好贴心呐，因为有饭没能拿到好位置所以坐到台后面，艺人出来打招呼都忽略了这一小撮人。可是宝贝们都很贴心，特地转过身去向他们打招呼，当时饭就疯了！ >< so sweet of them!!

the costume they wore today is........tempting.....it's like angels with hot sexy bodies.....(i sound weird) i will show the photos....and you will know why...

ok tat's all, i gotta rush to bg now...qiang mai today but i got sore throat....so sad cant scream.

p.s. 偏头痛好难受~

Maybe...

2008-06-06T06:10:00.000-07:00

the last two days have been the most boring days ever... lit seminars and holiday lessons.

on the 1st day we went to the grass root's club for TKAM, and i seriously feel that Mrs Tian's lit lessons are more productive than the talk. While waiting for the talk to start, we went to NYP (right next to the club) out of randomness. WE FEEL SOOOOO OUT OF PLACE!! the atmosphere is totally different in the poly. CT said it feels like a mall. the streams of students feel like a fashion parade rather than...er....students? no offense meant, but i seriously wouldn't fit in a poly environment, i would take me hours each day to get ready for school. Uniforms are so much better, when it comes to minimising the fuss over what to wear each day.

call me a nerd, whatever.

I bought 2 cupcakes over there and they thoroughly taught me never to judge something by its cover. the cupcakes looks so delicate and tempting with really refined embellishments. it's those ultra-cute cupcakes you can find in the search engines. HOWEVER! they tricked me! the cupcakes are so oily and the thick layer of cream on it taste far worse. The worst part-- the "white choco" on one of the cupcakes taste like, as commented by JY, plastic. Revolting?

Fellow mates, looks are indeed deceiving.

ANW
i recently started a routine to dance for 20 min everyday in order to slim down. the dance here is actually just some random shaking etc. but it makes me perspire and feel good about working out.

Word of the Day
Friday June 6, 2008
repletion \rih-PLEE-shun\, noun:
1. The condition of being completely filled or supplied.
2. Excessive fullness, as from overeating.

With distended belly and bursting waistcoat, his eyes glazed with repletion, he picks listlessly at his teeth with a fork.YUCK!

don't ever remind me of the cupcakes!

坚持就是胜利

2008-06-04T05:01:00.000-07:00

jaejoong @ 531 China Concert! DBSK is the best!

今天闲着没事便去看了几个博客，真得很佩服那些天天都更新的“老手们”。除了背景美以外，每篇文章都内容充实，我不禁感叹他们脑袋里装了些什么，有这么多东西可以写。

回头再看看自己，本来说好“每天”都要来废话几句，可惜某人有点懒，加上没那个心，所以博客死几个月是家常便饭啦。

其实能把每天的点滴记录下来真得很不错，要是哪天的了健忘症（现在在看《深情似海》A moment to Remember, 就是U频道要上映的，我先在网上看，免得又给忘了）读读自己的博客，也许记忆便能涌现眼前了吧。

可惜坚持不下去啊，每天琐碎的事情一直都在扰乱着思绪，有时记不起来每一刻的珍贵画面，便索性完全不想，还省下脑细胞的耗费率。（换句话说，就是懒得去想啦）

前几天的JUBILATE V对我来说是个唯美的记忆。中四的最后一支舞蹈，和朋友们一起在同一个舞台上起舞，后台赶妆时的插曲和对一些自以为是认为我们很自以为是的老师们的怨言。过期化妆品的味道，汗水和喜悦融合的味道，后台楼梯间久未通风的味道一切都还记忆犹新。可总觉得就算拍再多的照片都无法记录下当时的心情。因为时间是无情的，它会冲淡我们对一切事物的热情。也许何日再回首那两天的雀跃感，最多只会在脸上带来一抹微笑。咳，又开始emo了。

今天假期课仍持续进行，说起来还真TMD讽刺。不过谁叫今年这么重要，牺牲一点也是在所难免啦。只求年底成绩对得起家乡父老就好。（读起来好白痴哦）

erm...今天就写这么多吧，明天再用英文写，顺便练一下文笔也不错。

p.s. 还没开始复习，我还真TMD懒

~巧克力的浓郁在嘴边化不开~

Back!

2008-05-19T04:40:00.000-07:00

i thought that my blog will just die but oh wells a wave of guilt caught me suddenly and i decide to blog in the midst of chionging my lit essays. :)

today is the starting of three days of mourning for the victims of SiChuan earthquake, and damn myself i missed the time. i was suppose to stop all my work and mourn silently for 3 min at 1428(9?). i was watching some shows on the comp at that time if I'm not wrong, feel so guilty.

OK i still have the chance for the next to days.... Must Mourn.... it really makes me tear to look at the pics alone. and I'm serious.

OK today is Vesak day, holiday yeah!~ but wait, did i say i procrastinated all my work? yes, so still chionging now. However my awful period cramp is giving me a lot of probs. i had to keep my stomach warm at all times and it made me sweat like mad. and the pain is killing me!~

great now why girls have to suffer cramps!!!

ARGHHHHH~~~ the pain is coming again

-------------sorry for the intermission, had to deal with the pain 1st-------------------

OK back, but barely alive... I'M going to do my work now, tata

p.s. I'm learning Korean by myself now, it's not easy at all.... the vowels sound the same to me..:(

实在是~哎唉

2008-03-23T02:58:00.000-07:00

我的信心完全被打击了。

快要崩溃了~

成绩是一落千丈，谁来救我！

我就是这么一个懒惰的人，虽然脑海里一切都整理的有条有理，但一来到现实生活中。。。唉~

表面上的欢声笑语是为了掩饰内心中的无奈与自卑，其实我一直都非常明白其中的道理，只是不看赋予行动罢了。这样的我要如何是好。

artistic? due to the breakdown of my phone

2008-03-21T01:02:00.000-07:00

sigh my phone died on me...look at the photos it took....

spoilt some of my best pics...

YINGXIN!~

2008-03-17T05:33:00.000-07:00

me as emcee, fan tuan gave me a smoky eye make-up and it's kinda cool (she applied around 5mm of eye liner :P) . anw zhi peng was my partner emcee. i was wearing my new vintage dress that my mum bought for me. Dian jun was very sarcastic in pointing out that this is the only time i can wear that dress. oh wells~

my beloved tian yings!~ oldies an newbies!

i love xiao ya! haha don't get me wrong!

it's so wonderful!~ ying xin and wanhui especially!

although there were set backs and i broke down at certain points.... but it's really a memorable event!

I LOVE TIAN YING! I LOVE TXY!

haha

Making a comeback! (to the blog)

2008-03-02T06:32:00.000-08:00

shit my post got deleted!~

too lazy to retype...

1) school holiday...yingxin
2) TVXQ!
3) I'm getting FAT!
4) go 3*8 clubblers ~

the original post was six times longer....
and more juicy

but still I DUN WANNA RETYPE
豆花我的大本命啊！

Woah i really hope that i'm such a person :)

2008-01-30T06:25:00.001-08:00

What Shen Hui Jun Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

闷 (加一点点开心）

2008-01-28T06:48:00.000-08:00

从小就听说过一种说法：调料五味瓶打翻在心中，上下不是个滋味。

人生的酸甜苦辣代表着生命的喜怒哀乐，不管在生命的那个阶段，我们都一定会体验到这百般的味道。可就是因为这些调味料，人从此变得复杂起来了。

如果说，刚出世的宝宝就像一碗清澈的水，那它便是无味无色，展露出如水晶般的纯真脱俗。可当人一旦开始明白了事理，开始经历人生的旅途，这碗水就像加了各式各样的调味品，又是煮又是熬，为了就是熬出个出人头地。可回头再看看，那碗本是纯洁的水却被这些调味料喧宾夺主了。完全失去了自我本色，和这世上千千万万碗“汤”一样，没有了特色，也没剩下纯真。争名夺利本是过眼云烟，调味料放的适当才能烹调出一锅好汤！

P.S. 新的一年,新的开始，新鲜的环境，但唯一不变得是我的贪心。儿时被不断的灌输一种思想，永远要争，要争就要争到第一。因为往往只有胜利的一方才会快乐。贪婪的思想看似是精神的腐蚀剂，但对我来说它更是一种可怕的推动力。

御懵—初懂

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Just a emo thing...

2007-12-27T04:37:00.000-08:00

Truth to be told, my heart still wavers.
The fine line between the two worlds seems like the widest river to cross over.
I’m simply not ready to accept that I’m stepping on that line.
Pondering over the possibilities of it all, nothing seems remotely real.

You may laugh or even jeer but I will be the first one to remark acridly in my own damn face.

Am I really a coward?

The story unfolds and forces me back to reality and reality tells me not to fret over such undistinguishable trails. It’s all but a vaporous veil, shrouding my mind.

I live in reality, and breathe the very air in my surrounding for survival. Love is not something I should be thinking about. There’s no room for such wishful thinking. Love is a plaything for the successful and before that focusing on the reality seems more manageable.

Entangled thoughts

心如果飘浮不定，那就先别下定论。把伤害降到最低的方法便是‘从来就没开始过’。我曾想过自己可能是一厢情愿，但我宁愿目前就保持原状，在大家都没有踏出第一步之前就结束。

朦胧之美便是用那模糊的视线寻找模糊的影像，就如雾里探花般，不完全的美才会让人更加怜惜。前方还是个未知数，不知还要多少摸索才能到达，所以我宁愿先抓住伸手可及的现实。

骂我胆小，我还真得蛮胆小的。（苦笑中）

slacking in baoguan

TVXQ IS <33333333333333333333

2007-12-16T00:26:00.000-08:00

LOVE
JAEJOONG MY FAV~!

I SHALL DECLARE UTMOST LOVE FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART THAT I SIMPLY ADORE AND ADDICTED TO TVXQ!

Coffee Princess 101: Barista

2007-12-05T06:06:00.000-08:00

(dated: 3-7 dec)

For the first time ever I liked coffee.

Of course it's not those bitter-and-so-packed-with-sugar-and-milk-and-fattening-substance-kopitiam-coffee, I'm really talking about a nice cup of Italian coffee, namely with espresso base, latte, cappuccino, mocha and flat white, (all milk/chocolate coffee) which, by the way, cost $3 and above in a nice cafe with a awesome ambiance and chic interior design.

actually i'm volunteering in a coffee shop called the Geek Terminal, they are offering free lunch in order to get some donations for MILK. Basically Charity work :)

ok photo time:)

he's the big guy who makes us the nice cooffees (teaches us too)
that's a real coffee machine ok~!
it is a damn nice coffee art! too bad i drank it later...
mocha with my name on it!

Big Bang

2007-11-19T08:43:00.000-08:00

ok here's the story, i was combing my hair this evening then suddenly i said to myself

"I NEED A HAIR CUT"

so i landed myself in the salon near my house with no clue Wat so ever and got my hair CUT.

in the end i got a BANG haha not my initial intention.

this is what i thought i would get....(dark brown version, yes my hair is not natrually black)

this is what i got....(no comment, i felt it's werid on me)

comparison to my last time hair style.....(i liked this very much)

i guess 顺其自然吧

Maybe not...

2007-11-16T09:39:00.000-08:00

this is my current display pic....and according to someone it's "freaky" ya ya whatever

What makes a person popular?...

his supporters.

what if i remove the supporters...will he still be popular?...

maybe not.

It's through one of the talks that i finally knew the truth and surprisingly it's not as hurtful as i thought. People are just like weeds always trying to grow on more fertile grounds, in this case, more popular grounds.

I'm glad that i jumped out in time to save my skin from scarring too much by their harshness. however what I'm left with is not sorrow but a tint of regret for those still competing for that little piece of land.

You can never stay at one spot forever, people tends to move on...but for me, i wondered if i have enough energy to move at all.

Oh ya BTW today was our prize presentation ceremony, there's this awesome girl who bagged 6 awards in one go... now that's SWEET!!~~

It's being a erm... day

2007-11-12T06:33:00.000-08:00

on the paper: 50% off discount 超便宜！
Li si the sweet heart!!
dun mind it...come on people it's not that bad...

lessons on holidays are bad enough, tests are worse. i cant understand why the teachers are so Kiasu that they have to give us a MATH test, which will be recorded in PPR, in the damn holiday! ><

frankly speaking, i didn't study much, and for some strange reason i managed to do ermm "okly".

we will be doing a 剪纸姑娘 for our school's 75th anniversary's concert (or whateva). I look dumb doing all the UBER act cute poses... a disgrace to my age but DAMN FUN to dance. HAHA i'm getting insane.

P.S. here's a deal. I WANT WHITE CHOCOLATE!!!! but i need to slim down. (dun stare, your eyes will hurt and it's the truth that my thighs are hideous)

突然有一种想逃脱自己的欲望，去尝试别人的生活。

突然想对事事置之不理，随心所欲。

我一直相信上天是公平的，他会给予于你恩惠，也会剥夺你的快乐。

奢侈的梦想最终还是会化为泡影。我还能要求什么？

Holiday?

2007-11-07T03:37:00.000-08:00

Listening to Corinne Bailey Rae (my new found favourite singer,bought her CD in the heat of a moment), i found myself wondering something.

"they told me i don't need to worry."
holiday in our school starts on the 16 Nov, a seriously hideous date. however thinking on the brighter side, at least it helps us to catch up a bit of school work. (though i slept through almost half of the lessons)

"maybe sometimes, we feel afraid but it's alright."
the truth is, i do feel afraid... all the time. afraid of the neglects, afraid of the rejects, afraid of the hideous feeling of emptiness, afraid of being abandoned again... afraid of myself.

"it used to feel like heaven."
friends...such nice companies.
trust...holds the securities.
lost...in my own foolishness.
it really used to feel like a heaven, until i start to have doubts in myself.
a bad habit, i know. (someone save me)

"guess life's no picture postcard"
nothing is perfect. but when you meet with someone who's near perfect, you can't ignore that sour feeling in the pit of your stomach. it sucks.

"all these things happen for a reason."
damn that reason!
i learnt a new word today: acerbic.
and that's the word for those who agrees with that. the feeling is rather like putting a knife straight through the open gap in the heart. add a pinch of salt if you want.

"some kind of therapy is all i need."
sure, cure me. :/

go listen to Corinne today.

You raise me up~

2007-10-23T09:36:00.000-07:00

TODAY is our level's day of reflection and i fell in love with the song "you raise me up" woohoo!
here's the lyrics!

"You Raise Me Up"

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be. (repeat x3)

the song is so inspirational and everyone was singing at the top of their voices!!
it's a nice feeling, you know to be loved and knowing that someone loves you back and you love someone as well.
i kinda made a plan to join a mission trip before i enter university, it's a whole new exposure and experience to carry the sick and feel the love that He had so generously given us :)

anyway during chinese lesson (in preparation for O)

i wrote something weird...

哲学家。。。一个只会想一些大道理来烦死自己的职业。
可能还没想通吧，所以思考者还一直光着身子，思考着自己把衣服放在哪里。。。

OK go ahead have a laugh :D

frankly speaking it's not very hard to say sorry when the time is given. for example i said sorry and thank you to those people i usually wont talk with unless with absolute necessity.

so go ahead and said SORRY to those you are not going along well and you will be surprised with the result.

don't cry when smile suits you better. cheer up!!

some jokes to share!

2007-10-21T11:19:00.000-07:00

两个手指摆个V,是什么?是耶~~
手抖抖抖往下伸,是什么?是落叶!

伸四个指头，
是几？
FOUR，
弯曲四个指头，
是几？
WONDERFUL~！

两只蚂蚁走在路上，突然看见一只很大的梨。打一国家名。

答案一：
蚂蚁甲：咦，大梨？(意大利)

答案二：
蚂蚁乙：“嘘，梨呀。”(叙利亚)

答案三：
奥，大梨呀。(澳大利亚)

答案四：
蚂蚁乙：“嘻，搬呀。”(西班牙)

答案五：
蚂蚁甲：“我来！”(文莱)

答案六：
蚂蚁乙：“抱家里呀。”(保加利亚)

答案七：
抱不动，蚂蚁甲出主意：“啃梨呀。”(肯尼亚)

答案八：
蚂蚁乙咬了一口，说：”梨不嫩。“(黎巴嫩)

答案九：
蚂蚁甲也咬了一口，说：“面的。”(缅甸)

答案十：
蚂蚁乙再咬了一口，说：“一涩梨。”(以色列)

巧克力和西红柿打架,为什么是巧克力赢?

==>因为巧克力棒嘛

你在什么时候喜欢喝汽水?

==>在孤单的时候(当你孤单你会想汽水)

透明的剑是什么剑?

==>看不见(剑)

历史上哪个人物跑的最快?

==>曹操

haha 自娱娱人。

AfTer a loNg BLanK

2007-10-21T11:03:00.000-07:00

hey there i miss my blog!!

sorry for not writing for such a long time...you know exam period.

anyway I've decided tat i will write a really long post this time, to fill up some space:)

here's some recent updates on me:
1) YAMADA RYOSUKE!!! a brand new hottie on my list!! he's THE cutest ever! way way way too cute to resist.

山田涼介（Yamada Ryousuke）尊尼事務所所屬的Johnny Jr.成員之一

出生日: 1993年5月9日

出身: 日本東京都，現居於神奈川縣

身高: 151公分

血型: B型

星座: 金牛座

* 偵探學園Q（日本電視台、2007年7月3日）飾演天草流。為首次演出的電視劇

i know... he's only 14!!

2)I'M IN LOVE WITH MY IPOD! basically i bring it everywhere and get updates almost everyday. i listen to it every night before sleep and rather in love with the games in it!! YES GAMES!! anyway it can play not only music but also videos! the pod casts are simply amazing as well!!

3)I'm dreading 31st 0ct. OK frankly speaking i shouldn't be worried over Chinese paper...but after all it's still o levels, it's only natural to be a little bit scared. :)(

4)got back my exam papers, they are really average. kinda depressed over the fact that i didn't score as well as i had expected. although i meet the grades required, but the scores are simply not satisfying. it's a kind of disappointment, personally i felt really angst, i studied really hard and what i received was simply not good enough.

5) i need a wardrobe makeover! i just cleaned up my wardrobe today, it's in a really bad shape. HELP! i need to go on a shopping spree! any sponsors?? hehe :P

6)I'm still trying to get over the fact that I'm already 17.

光阴似箭，日月如梭。盛年不重来，一日难再晨，即使宜自勉，岁月不待人。

7)did i talked about my birthday?? oh well it's just a plain lunch and everything...but i like the ipod part! anyway my mum had promised me that next year if i can pass my o levels with flying colours, she will buy me a laptop for my birthday. However when i thought about it, isn't my birthday before that? so how is she going to buy that for me...at least I'll make sure that this plan goes well...*grin*

8)最近总是有一种力不从心的空虚感，就如身体里好像有一个小小

的空洞，总是无法填满一样。那份无力好像在漫漫吞噬我一般，逃

也逃不出去。也许我真得还不够完整，还需要更多更多，也许这就

是人类贪心的由来吧。只有你能给我温暖，拥抱可以让我心安。可

我怎么还是悬空在这里呢？

9)I've made a plan to read a book every 5 days....it's not going well not at all...i borrowed a book and still stuck somewhere in the middle.

OK I'm pretty much done with it ( DID U NOTICE THE NEW BLOG!!!???)

continuing in the next post!!

recaps!

2007-10-21T10:59:00.000-07:00

woohoo a nice shade of orange. kinda liked tat.

tat's after job attach...thumbs up chin pei!!

爱你的角度

2007-10-21T10:55:00.001-07:00

你在做什么？我在仰望天空。30度仰望是什么？是我想念他的角度。为什么要把头抬到30度？为了不让我的眼泪掉下来…
tat's so me:

家

2007-10-21T10:54:00.001-07:00

家，第一个在我脑海里浮现的图像便是，简简单单的一座小屋，房里有着可蔼可亲的父母。他们让这小屋子里充满着爱，而我便沐浴在这片爱海里。可是事实并不能这么如梦如画。大家都说在家里要对家人关怀备至，体贴入微，赤诚相见。可这年头讲时容易，做时难啊！因为……（因时间问题，也因不希望在我的感想里注入太多负面观念，在此省略。请多包涵。) 杜伽尔有一句话，我非常认同，那就是：人们常常在遥不可及的地方寻求自己的幸福；其实幸福就存在于我们身边，存在于自然的感情中。家便是这种幸福。上天给了人们不同的家庭，我不敢说每个家庭都是完美的，但是家就像一座灯塔，永远矗立在那里，为你带来指路的灯，成为你可以依赖的后盾。可能有时你会觉得这束光芒太过刺眼或是微弱，或者认为他指的方向并不是你的期望。不过这用亲情所建造的灯塔将会是你一辈子的归属，当你航行在那遥望无际的海洋里时，你起码知道你还有家在给予你支持，永远敞开那港口，欢迎你的归航。一个人再怎么厌恶人世，也不可以怀恨于家，因为那里是收藏你一切的地方。其实每个人心里都有一座小屋子，这间屋子便是那心里的家。这个家不被血缘关系所限制，只要你愿意敞开心房，你心中的家便可以建立了。在这里附加一句，那些用邪恶（e.g 暴力）所建立起的家庭，不配承受“家”这光荣的头衔。他们只会玷污这美好的归宿。我鄙视他们！